Monday, January 14, 2008

i seem to be discovering new meanings to the word lonely.

i'm losing faith in people, im losing faith in the world. i don't want this world to make me harsh and selfish. the more i look around me the more i see indifference, or at the most a malicious interest in others life. i Hate working in this organisation. and i have no one to fall back on in this city. love is only a casual word and flirting equivalent to talking.

i feel like im falling,and there is no branch to hold onto. im losing belief ... how will religion help me? im lost in this world of hysteria, an environment of dirt, of politics.
its the feeling you get when you are watching television and the cable fellows electricity goes off. the screen turns into a mesh of black and white lines in random motion.
i see that, i hear that, i feel that. and its grating into me to the core.

will somebody please take the the remote and switch the channel ?
or could you please switch off the tv ?

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

You shoo'd away loved when it was around the corner, and you say you are losing faith and hope?

Figure out what it is you want first, love isn't that complicated it's us humans who complicate things.

Take care.

Anonymous said...

loneliness kills and lonliness sucks. What can I say, I feel the same damn thing. Don't you feel like just taking off someday? Packing your bags and leaving the city without any idea of where you want to go. Just wanting to go away somewhere far?

Anonymous said...

This is a reply to your comments on my blog :)
Looks like Emma might have fallen out of love with me. SO I let her go so that we can both see whether we truly love each other so much that we can share our entire lives together. Hope she believes soon that we can share our lives forever :)

Nachi said...

its funny, but your post reminded me of something that i had penned down a long time back. "cause all my life i've searched for solitude, but tonight i'm all alone."

it's a tough feeling, i know.but don't lose faith. turn off that tv and step outside to get a different perspective. things are at times better, or at least more humorous. smile...

*hug*

it works! at least that's what they told me.

:)

Anonymous said...

We should always believe in love and believe in Marriage even more. Love & Marriage happen but then lotsa people abuse these terms freely cause of which other people lose faith in these terms. Believe in Love and Marriage but do not believe everyone who offer them :)

Kevin Blight said...

U still there twin?