Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Everyone has an opinion. I get that. These opinions are not in synchronization with mine. I get that too. But just sometimes, it doesn’t feel good to get a reaction; when you don’t want it, don’t need it, and most importantly, don’t ask for it.
The great part about this phase for me is nothing stays long with me. It’s a numb passing. Where I’m actually lost and don’t realize as morning turns to evening and evening to night. Time loses its pace into a prolonged moment. Well, hmm.

But that works only in my feelings for me.

I hate office politics. I hate telling people this. They look at me and smirk, and with their superior air look down at me like what will you know. Too naïve and fresh in this corporate world. True. I agree. And I’m happy learning by myself.. I know I’m 22. Then why should I talk with the experience of 27 year olds? Odd, I say. *bewildered*

So, politics. And friends. I cant separate friends in office as friends in office. And that makes life a little emotionally challenging. It feels like I’m learning new ways of the human mind. And new self preservation measures. It reveals the weaknesses of the ones around me. And their complexes. And then I don’t know whether I should be angry with them or simply sympathise. You see, its not always good for one to be understanding.

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